Shannon's Journal

i haven't wrote in forever, i haven't ever had a chance to i'm, either in trouble, at school, at work, or hanging with jess and kristina, its pretty cool, i am becoming good friends with kristina and jess, but when we chill together were crazy, i don't know how or why but we think of weird stuff to do, i almost got in a fight today, but thats okay cause i will kick ass tomorrow, its going to be great, i can't wait, me kris, jess,and krista, real fun, i have been pretty angry and i NEED to get every thing out, so its going to be good for me, yeah well i know this is short but kris is ready to go, so i gotta go now, bye

haven't wrote in a while, i'm still grounded what a surprise, but i do get to hang out with people now, but still i don't have my stuff, I really don't know what to write, so much has happened i don't know were to start, i basically just wonted to say hi

I haven't wrote in a long time cause I have been grounded, still am grounded, I have been doing so much homework lately, I'm really happy with my self, cause I am trying to get all a's and b's and I think everything is going good, can't wait till friday, I get paid, YAY!!!!! got got a cell phone the other day, but I can't use it now cause of me being grounded, but I am going to give it to my friend (more like my brothers friend) brandy, cause she has no phone, and she needs one, she's only going to have it till she gets her line, which would be like in a month or so, I'm too nice, I got a boyfriend friday, his name is bobby, hes really nice, it was weird though, I mean I am not use to walking through the courtyard holding hands with someone, and today was really cold so we cuddled, and hugging good-bye and stuff, so yeah it was weired,

Current Mood: weird

I just go off work, yay, I am tired I had to go in a 4, and yesterday I had to work all day, from 12:30 to 10, "real fun" I am going to work tomorow to, at 11:30 cause we don't have school, my dad and my brother mitch went to eat there friday, but I wasn't working, they were kinda pist about that, thry wanted to see me, can't wait till i get paid next friday, I mean it should be a pretty big amount, I worked wednesday, thursday, saturday all day, sunday, and going to work monday, wednesday, thursday, saturday and sunday, thats a lot of hours:)
my brother mitch called me yesterday when I got home from work, that was weired cause he called to tell me he loves me, he did triple c (the hole box, he wonted to tell me all about his trip, cause he tripped about me, the part about me was, " he was sittin in this all empty white room (but hes really in my dads room which is not white at all) and yelling at god, just saying stuff like I hate you, why did you do this to me, you left me alone with no one, with nothing, and stuff like that, anyways this green heart starts is floating to him, about half was it stops and explodes, and he hears shannon in this really crappy voice, (that really scared me when he said that)he looks over and see's me and him playing tag when we were little, well he goes back to my dads room, and his ace is all wet so he thinks he bleeding, and looks in the mirror and he crying," I don't know but I thought it was really weird,
I got in a really big fight with billy today, my phone is broke cause the ass slammed it on me dresser like 10 times, so now I got to use this stupid one, that had no caller id, but what ever, its a really long story, and got to go, cause billy's being an ass,

Current Mood: cranky

I just got off work like an hour ago, today it was ok, time didn't go by so slow, school sucked today, my friend brandy cryed, it was sad, I almost cryed too, yesterday me and jessica (christinas sister) hung out, that was cool, and on monday I went to the movies with jr, we saw the ring, I thought it was going to be so scary, from the way everyone talked about it, but it wasn't, it a really good movie though, I guess thats it, and I am tired so I am going to bed, bye now

Current Mood: tired

my dads party was ok, I hope he had a good time, well cause this could be his last(so he says) I didn't have any money so I couldn't get him anything, but I will give him some money over the weekend, even though I know that money will only go to drugs:( just got off work like 5 min..s ago, and the guy training me was so stupid, he wouldn't tell me anything, he just thought I should know everything, I have to work tomorrow, I will be the only foodrunner there and I know nothing, I dropped the tray today, that sucked, the guys who's food is was got all mad and started yelling at me, I walked away cause I didn't know what to do and I didn't want that gay to yell anymore, also I started to cry and didn't want people to see,well one of the people that work at the bar whet up to him, and told him about it being my first day and stuff, I guess he felt bad for yelling at me, and he gave me 20 dollars, ahhhh you have to wear these really ugly shirts that look like they have dead fish on all over, they didn't have a small so they gave me a medium,it was so! huge, it went like down to my knees, it was frustrating, the tables are so confusing, and I am so weak, and can't balance anything:( hopefully I start getting better,

Current Mood: annoyed

yesterday I went to captain Hirams, my friend said that I might start training but didn't, they had me fill out so many stupid papers, and I had to read like this 50 page book thing about the place, it really sucked, well I start training for a food runner tomorrow, that sucks cause thats my dads birthday party, oh well I am not going to school so I will get to spend most the day with him, for halloween I had planed so many things to do, (its my favorite holiday, I guess thats cause you get to dress up and get candy and stuff) well today my friend gave me the schedule for work, and I have to work grrrr, that really makes me sad:( I haven't worked yet but already this job pisses me off, my schedule sucks, I work wednesday 5 till closing, same thing for thursday, saturday I work 12:30 to midnight, ( that 11 and a half hours, grrrrr) and sunday 4 to closing, on saturday I did have to go to my sister in laws party thing, looks like I can't do that either, today kristy, christina, and jessica came over, we hung out for a while, that was cool, but I was bad and smoked a cigarette, now I am all like craving it, ahhhhhhhhh me and lisa are about to go shopping cause I need to get some tan short or pants for work, then she's going to bring me to my dads so I gots ta gos, bye

Current Mood: annoyed

well I just got home from my job interview at captain Hirams, I start monday at 5:00 yay!!!!!!!! today me and some friends are going to go get halloween costumes then to a haunted house, and then we will go see the movie the ring, I really don't wanna go but its better then sitting at home, well I guess I will start getting ready to leave, chance and Jessica should be here soon to pick me up, I will write more later:)

Current Mood: bouncy

I am not grounded anymore:)
well I got my stuff back today, yay!!!!
my brother mitch left his house and went to live with our dad, and might be going to my school, or he might drop out, that would suck,
I became really good friends with his x-girl friend brandy, we have been friends ever since she started coming to my school, but now were like really good friends, so thats cool,
me and my brother billy got in a really big fight, :( but I don't wanna go in to that, he got really violent:(
I think I am moving in like 2 months or so, =( thats really going to suck, I am going to cry for like ever, I don't wanna leave Jessica, and brandy, oh I can't even think about it, I DON'T WANNNA GO!!! I hate Indiana!!!!!
=(
things aren't going my way right now, =(

Current Mood: depressed

lisa is a fucking hoe, i hate that bitch, she grounded me, for something so stupid, they took my phone, computer, tv and radio out of my room, ahhhhhhhh I have been so bored, I have nothing to do, grrrrr they went out to play golf and should be home soon, but if they saw me in there room on the computer, I would never hear the end of it, so I am going to go now, byes, I will write again when i get off grounded

Current Mood: pissed off

i am such a piece of shit friend
ahhhhhhh I have this friend jessica g, we have been friend for the longest time, and I really made her mad today:( now i am all depressed cause i am a piece of shit friend, I don't want her to be mad at me, shes a very good friend of mine, I tell her everything, she knows more about me then I know about my self, we dont really talk at school or anything, but on the phone we talk for hours, its crazy, for my birthday she made me a blues clues cake and gave me blues clues fruit snacks, she went on a trip to new york and got me some cool blues clues stickers, and a blues clues puppy, it would be sad if she stoped talking to me and stuff, ahhhhh this all started over something so stupid, grrrrr I hate me!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: depressed

yesterday, after school I came home and fell asleep, at like 5 I went to chance's house, we tried to hang out with christina but she wasn't home, thats ok we still had fun, we made brownies and I got to see the movie he was in, well it was a show and he only had a few lines but it was about a rave, stupid show but he did good, today I hung out with chance and christina at school, lunch was weird most the time we sat there not knowing what to say to each other, My friend Pj is moving this weekend:(, thats going to suck, I am going to miss him:(

Current Mood: blah

my weekend really sucked I didn't really do anything, I went to dustins house with kristy, thats it so basically all I did was hear billy and lisa bitch, today at school me, Jessica, and chris talked, (there to 2 girls that use to make fun of me,) well anyways now were friends, chris came over today and we made kandi and I gave her my rad pants so that we can dress alike for twin day at school tomorrow,I have to where these red hochie shorts, BLAH!!!! but me and like 10 other people are going to dress alike for twin day, there will be alot for people wearing red tomorrow,

Current Mood: hyper

ahhhh my brother is really pissing me off, he lies about everything, grrrr well I am not going to get my hair done because my brother said I need a job, I have to get a job by next week, "fucking ass" my e-mails not working, its really making me mad, for some reason it wont let me go to my mail box, piece of shit computer, these stupid girls at school always make fun of me, well they came over my house yesterday, well cause kristy invited them over, we talked and now I guess were friends, cause this guy matt was telling them stuff about me, like I am taking about them, and telling everyone stuff about them and that wasn't true, well thats why they were always mean to me, we talked it over so I guess were friends now, when progress reports came out I took it out of the mail, so billy wouldn't get mad because of my grades being so bad, I didn't feel like hearing him bitch, well bobby came over today and asked me how I did, so now billy knows, and he is really pist only cause I opened his mail, yeah so now I am in lots of trouble, I don't care though, but I bet hes going to take my computer, phone, tv, and radio out of my room, thats going to suck, ahhhh he's so stupid,

Current Mood: annoyed

lets see whats been going on!!!!!
I died my hair the other day, well its only like a week thing, but its cool,its like a greenish-blues, I like it, but this weekend I am going to go to a hair place and have them cut my hair just a little below my shoulders then I am going to get hot pink highlights, my brothers going to pay for it so thats cool, :) I got my progress report the other day, wow did I do bad, i got a d in math, an f in english, an f in history, a d in env-technology 2, a c in science, an f in softball, blah! and and A in tennis, I really needs to start doing my work, oh well, I almost got in a fight a few days ago, these stupid goth girls think its funny to make fun of me, "cause I am too colorful" but one of them came up to me and pushed me, so I turned around and started to say something but my friend kristy is friends with them so she made me be nice, grrrrr I hate this school, I quit my Job monday, good thing I hated it, lisa quit her job too so now she sits home all day doing nothing, yeah shes lazy,

Current Mood: anxious

MY WEEKEND:)
on friday I left school early so that I could be ready for Jessica to pick me up at 1 to go to turbulance 2, yet I still wasn't ready when she came,*sorrys* this girl rachel came with her, she was cool, then we went to wallmark to get supplies for that night, we went to her house and hung out and then to timmy's to take napes, but I couldn't sleep I was too excited, the day went so slow, when we got to ovation we had to wait for this girl melissa, she was bring us rolls, but ended up not having them, but that was ok, we meat this guy chad and he got us beans, me and jessica took 1 and a half, it was my first time rolling, and I had so much fun. it was the best night ever, but I don't think Jessica was having as much fun as I did, cause everyone kept going up to her and asking for a light show, thats cause she was really good at it, her and giggles blew me up big time, it seemed like it took for ever to start rolling, but then Jessica took me in the bathroom and had me sit bending over sniffing vicks for like 5 mins, and then she lifted me up real fast and it instantly kicked in, I looked at her as was like I love you, I bet she got mad at me for hugging her so much, But I couldn't help it, I kept thinking about how much I loved her and I wanted to run up to her and give her a big hug all the time, yeah I had the best time ever, after the party we went to denney's and changed, and then to the beach, after that we went to timmy's to sleep, when timmy got home from work we went to tgi fridays and walked around the vero mall, at the vero mall there were all these stupid people, trying to talk to me, ahhhhh I hate then, we also went to toysrus, the dollar store, the rag shop, and to target, then they took me home, and I went srait to bed and didn't wake up till 9 sunday morning, I had the best weekend ever, :)

Current Mood: cheerful

over the weekend I went to mikes, james, crystals, and liz's house, I went there friday and we got drunk, well they did, I only had 1 glass, cause I had to be home early and when I got home billy was giving me all these tests to make sure I wasn't drunk, not like he cared if I was, but he thought it was funny, on saturday I went over there again, but that time I did get kinda drunk, I don't know why but I was in the mood to drink, and so I did, but I was so sick on sunday, and I had to clean house, and lisa's mom and dad came over for dinner, that was gay, but anyways my x-boyfriend came over and eat dinner, and kristy came over for ice cream, she made me walk her home on sunday at like 12 at night, it was scary I hate walking in the dark alone :( yeah I know I am a baby, jessica called me today that was cool, were going to a party on the 20th, I can't wait its gonna be so much fun, I miss her, I wish she lived closer:( well I will write more soon but I gotta go to sleep,

Current Mood: anxious

WOW I HAVEN'T WROTE IN A LONG TIME,
ummmmm what have I been up too!!!!!!
I have been going to school, and I hate it although its better then last year, I made lots of new friends, well we don't hang out just kinda talk, I haven't done any work, I just don't care anymore, but I told jessica that I would start doing things in school, so I guess I will do my homework tonight, over the weekend I went to the mall with my ex-boyfriend, and saterday I went to the beach with some old preppy friends (blah), sunday we went jet skiing, and I got really bad sun burn:( and I fell off the jet ski and hurt my foot real bad, oh and we were playing darts and I got hit in the arm with the dart, I got hurt over the weekend:( but thats ok, I am feeling better now, well I guess I going to do my homework:( I will write more again soon

~~~~~yay! my favorite color~~~~~

My inner Goddess color is blue!

monday-friday
on monday I went to my dads cause it was my grandpas birthday, but I didn't get there till late cause me and my aunt went shopping, I got lots of new beads, and cool stuff, I spent over 100. dollars, so now iam kinda broke,:( then on tuesday did nothing, but wait for my dad to show up, but never did, wednesday I had to go to work, and after work my dad was at his house, :) but I had to go to bed and didn't really see him much, thursay I had to go to work and when I got off work I was so sick, I had to go to bed right when I got home, friday I had to work too, so i got to spend like 2 hours with my dad:( and billy is making me clean right now so I got to go for now:)

Current Mood: busy

thursday I went to julia's house and hung out with vanessa, julia, brad, and jason, it was real fun, but I had to leave at 3:30 in the morning to baby sit for one of my brothers friends, :( after baby sitting friday I went to work, but on the way to work it started to rain real hard, and the stupid lady made me get out of the car to bring my stuff in my house, I got soaked, and I was late for work because she wanted to go shopping, stupid bitch, saturday my niece had her birthday party, but I couldn't go cause I couldn't get a hold of my brother donnie, I felt bad for not going cause she cried and stuff, so I made her a card and gave her some money, and yesterday i payed for me, her, and her 2 friends to go to the movie's we seen master of disguise, *it was a cute movie* we also went out to eat, and I payed, so I think I made up for not being at her party, I hope so,

Current Mood: hyper

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